Um, so much for feeling good and stuff.
Got off the phone with various docs, and it turns out that I have Influenza Type A and most likely H1N1.
(trying not to freak out)
I sort of knew this would happen. All the Lysol and Purell in the world really can't help you with a building full of coughing, sneezy kids. I did the best I could, but it just wasn't good enough I guess.
The good news is that I have caught it early and will be fine. Baby Z will be fine. My fever has broken and hopefully will stay down.
The bad news is that I still can't help being scared. Bad things happen to pregnant women with swine flu. How could I not worry?
I've basically be quarantined to a room upstairs and unable to see my Bug for more than 30 seconds at a time. That's been the worst. I hear him giggling with his Daddy or saying "Mama?" by my room, and it makes me cry. But I can't let him get this, so I have to hide.
Which is hard, 'cuz look at this face: